Have you ever had one of those kind of days? You know, the ones where you seem to battle your thoughts all day...thoughts in which your human side wants to be ridiculously rude and honest but your spiritual side is there to hold the reins and hopefully prevent your human side from screwing up?
Trying to hold my tongue is like swimming against the current...usually I'm not strong enough and give up. Usually that results in harsh words...usually that results in my feeling horrible...usually that results in hurt feelings...always...
Today's been hard, I know I've tried to resist giving in as I feel the stress in my body and have a pounding headache to prove it...yet I failed in many ways as I should have knelt down in prayer first and always...why my human side can't get that though my big stupid head I have no idea!
...yea, that's the kind of day I've been having...or three!
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